My LIFESTYLE BLOGGING: PAST MEMBER ?

Konbanwa/Ohayo :)

yeaaah ! today is saturday :)

mmm .. nothing special happened today ...

we just walk the dog outside and play badminton with my father

ahahha !

see nothing special happened today .. :P

well about to my FANDOM ..

umm ..

i just saw this on tumblr

WHAT THE HECK IS THIS ?

past member ?!

my goodnesss ... yeah i know that he choose to stop his work in JE to continue and concentrate to his studies ..

I ALREADY ACCEPTED THE REALITY THAT there is a 50-50 % possibility for him to come back ..

in the first place he just said that HE WANT TO CONTINUE HIS STUDIES AND SUPPORT JUMP even though he is not with them ...

so in that sentence , is there any shadow of COMING BACK ? is there have ?

none right ? so there is still a missing puzzle piece !. *sigh*

i just wanted to tell and make the FANGIRLS also the MORIMOTO FANS that there is a 50-50 chance for him to come back .. its not that i already give up i'm still praying for his come back :(

but still i need to accept the fact that there is still a 50-50 possibility ..

i just dont want to see my co-FANGIRLS .. to cry and be sad because when the time comes that he will never come back i know that for the fangirls THIS IS SO HEARTBREAKING ..

*sigh* i think i said too much ... ><

i dont want to talk anymore its just made me feel sad again ..

i will just pray to god that when a NEWS about ryutaro came no matter if its GOOD or BAD .. i wish they still accept it and also me :)

I WILL REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY GONNA MISS THIS BOY :(( ♥