irritated !

[OK] i dont know if my day today is good or bad

maybe half i guess


well actually today

my mom told me that i will not be going to our JS PROM on February 17, 2012

and i ask WHY ???

they just said that there is no time to find some gowns for me because of my size (WTH ! is it my fault to be like this?)

and in fact they are my family why did they said that to me especially my older sister !


i know she is always like that but sorry because she already cross the line !

i'm pissed now

i just wanted to scold her , slap her or whatever i can do to her to put my anger to her !

because in that reason they won't allow me to go my FIRST EVER PROM in high school ??

hello ???? are you here in  the earth ?????!!!


SOMETIMES THIS ATTITUDE OF MY OLDER SISTER REALLY PISSED ME OFF ... she is not that perfect , then why she said that to me ? i though she will be the one who can help me for my clothes , make up or whatever in this PROM :((

i feel like i dont have any friends here in the house .....


actually I'M a loner here TT___TT


i'm not that happy being here in the house .... that's why i always go outside and go somewhere with my friends

because when i'm with them i feel relief , i really dont know why


sorry lord to say this suddenly .. because i just wanted to show my feelings atleast just in here


ok that's all :((

good night

--NANCIE ♥