Happy Birthday "YABU KOTA"

hohohooh !!

JANUARY 31,2012

yo0u know what day is today ??

its the birthday of

"YABU KOTA" !! 

kyaaa ! he's already 22 years old ..

he looks young as ever be ... !! ahyahahahaha XDD 

my wish for you is 

-- more career

-- be good to your co-members (lol XD)

-- don't lose hope :)

-- god bless always 

kyaaaaaaaaa ! XD

#薮宏太22歳おめでとう

#yabuyabuday

my DREAM GUY ?

yo !

im baaack again .. ahahahah

kyaa ! you know last night i dreamed about a guy

and that guy is my DREAM BOY ! .. yeaaah , my dream boy ..

gooossshhh ...

i will tell the story

first i was in a restaurant  with my classmates .
me and my 2 other classmates went to a store its just a simple store (SARI-SARI STORE) there was a girl , a gay and a GUY (my DREAM GUY) .
we seated in the nearest table in front of the store and he just suddenly went beside me and he said "THERE YOU ARE"
( i dont why he said that to me)
and i was just ignoring him.

then the place was changed . we are now inside of a resturant
and suddenly he just pop up again and he just suddenly grab me and he said "WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME?!!" (kyaaaa !)

and as always I JUST IGNORED HIM AGAIN and i didn't say anything to him .
and he just walk away from me .

and then one of my friend told me that "DONT BE SO HARD-TO-GET PERSON" (i'm not that kind of person in reality)

then i went to a veranda (i think) and think and think and think of that guy if i should talk to him or not ....... and then it just pop in my mind that I SHOULD TALK TO HIM AND BE NICE TO HIM .. lallalala

when i went ourside we croos the same door and i just whisper to him "HI!"

then after and after that ! someone texted me its a group message (but i dont think its just a personal message to me) the message is like this

Hi !

this is ___________
please save my number :)

txt ?

#i think ealier you talked to me


that's what the text look like ( according to my memory) :P

and then ..............................

I WAKE UP ! .. ahahahahahahahahahhhhahahah


thats what you called DREAAAAAAAAAAAAM XD


but you know i think this s the 3rd or 4th one that i dreamed about that guy ...

the first one is he is waiting in me in a store near at our school and he said to "THERE YOU ARE MY GIRLFRIEND" (WTH ? girlfriend ? what was that ? XD)

and then the 2nd one is i'm chasing a guy and i dont why i'm chasing him ! .. hahahahah


i think this is a story .. i wish that i can see him again O___O


kyaaa !

[OK] i said too much :P

gotta go

Oyasumo :)

--NANCIE ♥

irritated !

[OK] i dont know if my day today is good or bad

maybe half i guess


well actually today

my mom told me that i will not be going to our JS PROM on February 17, 2012

and i ask WHY ???

they just said that there is no time to find some gowns for me because of my size (WTH ! is it my fault to be like this?)

and in fact they are my family why did they said that to me especially my older sister !


i know she is always like that but sorry because she already cross the line !

i'm pissed now

i just wanted to scold her , slap her or whatever i can do to her to put my anger to her !

because in that reason they won't allow me to go my FIRST EVER PROM in high school ??

hello ???? are you here in  the earth ?????!!!


SOMETIMES THIS ATTITUDE OF MY OLDER SISTER REALLY PISSED ME OFF ... she is not that perfect , then why she said that to me ? i though she will be the one who can help me for my clothes , make up or whatever in this PROM :((

i feel like i dont have any friends here in the house .....


actually I'M a loner here TT___TT


i'm not that happy being here in the house .... that's why i always go outside and go somewhere with my friends

because when i'm with them i feel relief , i really dont know why


sorry lord to say this suddenly .. because i just wanted to show my feelings atleast just in here


ok that's all :((

good night

--NANCIE ♥

Happy Birthday to my PAPA :) ♥

yo minnnaaaaaaaaaa  !


today is my father's birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA :)

my wish for you is:

- Good Health

- More Blessings to Come

- and have more peaceful and happy life in the future 

eheheh ! well , actually i didn't greet him personally earlier :(

because i'm shy to tell him .. lol XDD

i'm not a showy person to my father !

but i swear i do love him .. ahahahahah

even though sometimes i give him some headaches :P

sorry for that dad ^^

ahahahahah ! ♥

sore jaa

have to go now

Good Nights

--NANCIE  ♥

Contented

konbanwa minna !


ahahaha ...

yesterday i already bought my new phone

it's a BLACK BERRY curve 3G 9300

(if im right)


ahahahah !


so happy ... i'm really thankful for my mama ^^


its really great to have a new phone .. ahahahah


but still i need to pay my mother


i will pay her some HARDWORKS .. from me .. nyaaaa


wew !


and after that i feel like i'm going to collapse


well that's because


i have FLU , ASTHMA , COUGH , COLDS , BODY ACHES , HEADACHES


WTF ! ... what's happening to me


ahahaha ! .. it's ok


im feeling well now :)


mmmm


i think i won't say anything that much


[OK] have to go ^^


OYASUMI :)

--NANCIE ♥

Happy :)

yaaaaaaah ! ...


gooosssshh , im getting slowly updating about my life .. lol


by the way


my teacher announce that on FEBRUARY 17 , 2012 its our JS PROM (Junior & Senior PROM)

kyaaaaaa !!


im sooo nervous ..


wanna know why ?



that's because I DONT LIKE WEARING GOWNS !!!!!...


ahahahahahahahahah XD


i'm not comfortable in that clothes ..


aaarrrggg !



well i hope that i can handle it properly on the day of our prom ...



and i was nervous also because our teacher is the one who will pick for our partners ..


aaarrrrggg ! well , good luck to me ! ahahahahahshahahha



but still im HAPPY because my mama gonna buy me a NEW PHONE ..



i think its BLACK BERRY .... (i wish so) XD



im really excited ! .. kyaaaaaaaaaaa


oooppsss ! gotta go :)


i need to wake up early tomorrow because they will discuss about out PROM :)


jaa ne minna ^^


--NANCIE ♥

i really love JAPAN ♥

MORNIGHTS !

ahahha !!

late post ne ? XD

*sunday*

today , we went to church .. :) (AMEN)


wanna know what i prayed for ?

mmmm ... ofcourse i prayed that I WISH THIS COMING SUMMER VACATION i can come with my lola in japan .. ahahaha !



and also the other one is "MOVING ON"


hey ! i'm a BITTER person you know .. ahahaha !



oh well .. i know that GOD WILL make my wishes come true :) nothing is impossible to him .. ♥


*at home*


umm , i just surf in the internet ! ..

my goodnesssssss , i saw the performance of SUPER DELICATE in SK ..

kyaaaaaaaaaaaa! the dance moves is soo cooooool .. i can't stop looking at him .. ahaha (CHINEN)


i really can't wait to see the full version of "SUPER DELICATE"


and after that we just went outside ^^ play around .. blah blah


and once again ..

i saw my AUNTIE and my COUSIN .. kyaaaaa !!


i saw again my favorite country .. gooooooosgh ! it was so beautiful .. i can't remove my eyes in the screen ! .. ahahah


*sigh* i wish that my grandma agree to go again in japan so i can come to her .. there :/
(im not being selfish)


i really can't wait for a next year ! aaarrrrggg >< I'M A IMPATIENT one :O


oh .... *bhala na*


oh oh oh oh oh !


by the way


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
"KUNG HEI FAT CHOI"


everyone :)


year of the dragon *WELCOME*


be good to me [OK] #RYU ?


hihihih


sore jaa , need to go now ..

OYASUMI minna :)


--NANCIE ♥

PAST MEMBER ?

Konbanwa/Ohayo :)


yeaaah ! today is saturday :)


mmm .. nothing special happened today ...


we just walk the dog outside and play badminton with my father


ahahha !

see nothing special happened today .. :P


well about to my FANDOM ..

umm ..

i just saw this on tumblr

WHAT THE HECK IS THIS ?

past member ?! 

my goodnesss ... yeah i know that he choose to stop his work in JE to continue and concentrate to his studies ..

I ALREADY ACCEPTED THE REALITY THAT there is a 50-50 % possibility for him to come back ..

in the first place he just said that HE WANT TO CONTINUE HIS STUDIES AND SUPPORT JUMP even though he is not with them ...

so in that sentence , is there any shadow of COMING BACK ? is there have ?

none right ? so there is still a missing puzzle piece !. *sigh*

i just wanted to tell and make the FANGIRLS also the MORIMOTO FANS that there is a 50-50 chance for him to come back .. its not that i already give up i'm still praying for his come back :(

but still i need to accept the fact that there is still a 50-50 possibility ..

i just dont want to see my co-FANGIRLS .. to cry and be sad because when the time comes that he will never come back i know that for the fangirls THIS IS SO HEARTBREAKING ..

*sigh* i think i said too much ... >< 

i dont want to talk anymore its just made me feel sad again .. 

i will just pray to god that when a NEWS about ryutaro came no matter if its GOOD or BAD .. i wish they still accept it and also me :)

I WILL REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY GONNA MISS THIS BOY :(( ♥

yaaaaaaaaah! .. I REALLY SAID TOO MUCH ! .. ahahahahah XD

im just expressing my feelings yo .. :P

[OK] gotta go! 

OYASUMI :)

--NANCIE ♥

Yesterday CONFESSIONS :P

nyahaaaaaaaa!

its me again :)


lol , i forgot to post in my blog yesterday :0

ahaha ! YESTERDAY our school's 18th ANNIVERSARY

yessssss ! and atlast .. we perform our INTERPRETATIVE DANCE ...

ahaha ! well , he made a mistake (as always) .. but its ok :)

now we can breath now ! .. ahahah but still , im going to miss the practice days and HB moments of my classmates .. hohohohoh XD

and after that ... we eat lunch

ahaha ! ... whatta foods .. lol XD

and after that we went back to court to play BINGO *sigh*

well i dont have any luck in BINGO ! ..

ahahahaha !

we did not finish playing bingo instead we just go to my friends house .. and PARTY PARTY ! XD

that was a great experience .. ahahaha lol 

so many confessions happen yesterday ...

that's because of me baby ! .. aahahahah 

WELL SORRY FOR THAT BECAUSE you know .. :P ( i cant say it here ...)

hahaks ! ...

[OK] then i need to go now :)

see you again 

--NANCIE ♥

TRUST is important

Good Evening


JUST GOT HOME from our FOUNDATION DAY and from my FRIEND'S HOUSE ..


hohohoh !

today's foundation day is fun

there is an JAIL BOOTH ! .. ahaha XD


cool right ? (but not that cool) :P


but for me the best booth is MARRIAGE BOOTH ..

yeah , because there is so many students that get married already (not in time) .. ahahahhaah ! its really fun , there is a ring , fake certificate and the most fun of all is "YOU MAY NOW KISS THE BRIDE" ..


umm , kiss in the cheek ok ? not in the lips ! .. :)




and also my BEST FRIEND "KIM" send a letter in MESSAGE BOOTH ...

for me ! lalalalal ( I CRIED OK ?)

well i cried in the part of the letter when she said that "GOOD LUCK TO YOUR LOVE LIFE" and "SORRY FOR MY BAD ATTITUDES" .. kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa XD



hihihihih ^^

and after the foundation day .. we went to my friends house


we just play around there :)

you know we are like family living in one house ! .. ahaha but i think it will be more difficult if we really leave all together ...


and when i got home .. *sigh*

as i expected ...

my dad get angry AGAIN .. :((


i dont know why but i ask their permission to allow me to go in my friends house but still they scold me ... TT____TT


i dont know but i feel like THEY DONT TRUST ME .. :((


i hate that feeling .. because i'm their daughter and still i FEEL LIKE THE REALLY DONT TRUST ME .. TT____TT


oh well ... maybe i just take a rest for now

i need to wake up early tomorrow ...


sore jaaa

GOOD NIGHT :)


--Nancie ♥

Tired =___=

hello everyone ! ...


just got home from school ... gooosh ! im really tired on our practice today


we repeat and repeat and repeat all over again the dance steps ! .. ahahhahhaha


wew ! my energy is already GONE ... (empty yeah)


lol , but i need to push my self and my other classmates to practice more so we can perfect it right ?


"PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT"

and tomorrow our school will celebrate their 18TH ANNIVERSARY (foundation day) .. that's why we are practicing this INTERPRETATIVE DANCE .. ahahah


ahaha ! so happy ... lol (too much happiness)


hohooh !


by the way ...


i received a delivery .. umm i think her country is MALAYSIA :)

wanna know WHAT'S IN HERE ? ahahahaha !

TADA !!!!!!!!!!!!

WINK UP magazine featuring "Kis-My-Ft2"

well this is an old issue but HEY SAY JUMP is featured in here so I DONT CARE ..

 and besides JUMP is 10 in this magazine ! .. BWAHAHAHAHA 

ok that's all .. :))

be right back later ^^

jaa ne ♥

--Nancie

im baaaack !

kyaaaa !



HELLO AGAIN EVERYONE ! ..


im baaaaack


how's everyone ?



lol , i think i should say that i just take some hiatus in blogging ... ahahhhahah (my excuse is baaaad)


anyway !


i need to #exit now

i just pass by to say hello to everyone



ahahahaha !


[OK] GOO NIGHTS PEOPLE :))


--Nancie